Decided to distant myself from one of my friends, because I feel completely used and unsupported. So took a time off and went for a solo trip. And it felt refreshing to say the least. I don't feel as depressed because honestly that was my last straw, and having seen what i truly meant to him opened up my eyes and i really do deserve better people in my life. Anyway, I've been talking to this one guy, and honestly he's the sweetest person ever. He's really kind, not just to me but to strangers and the fact he constantly makes an effort is just something i had never dreamt to happen to me. I don't want this to end. I so don't want this to end. Sekian.