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Anyone know what I mean when I say that I can no longer watch movies without some kind of intentionality in mind?
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When I was younger, that was something that I didn’t consider whatsoever. Epitome of 
I kinda wish I could turn it off and on but that hasn’t seemed possible. Feels like I’m always reading into what used to just be slop and can’t really pinpoint when things changed 😅
Does this make sense?
I pretty much always analyzed movies and TV more than most, as a little kid I was super interested in special effects and film making (this was before everything was cgi). I enjoy looking into things, I enjoy analyzing things, more than I enjoy being entertained by slop for an hour and totally forgetting it. I don't have the capability to just 'turn my mind off and enjoy something' and I don't want to. I like thinking about stuff a lot