If you wanna go back to reddit and can use the app, then go and i am seriously, i browse and post on lemmy mostly but i still browse reddit on the web browser for the nicher staff, without an account

You shouldn't feel pressure to use something that is suppose to be for fun and downtime.

My grips with lemmy are mainly On the UI side, user a lot of client, like eternity(formerly infinity for reddit) had a lot of bugs and can't find a satisfactory client) but other than that i like lemmy

On reddit i felt too overwhelming with the amount of users, to post or comment or someone already said what i wanted to say

You could also take a break from lemmy weeks or even months and comeback with a fresh mind to see if your feelings on it changed