I am rather disturbed by people who are serial killer stans. I think that's the kind of people you're talking about.

And horrified by serial killers. But I am interested in understanding what factors create them and why they do what they do.

There is something special only in the sense that few people become so horrifically violent. But, obviously, they are severely fucked up monsters.

I primarily engage with the world by trying to understand as much as I can about how things work. For me, understanding and knowledge eliminate fear.