"get indie gaming" and nitrorad on youtube sometimes. occasional random youtubes that use games as a step to talk about psychology or societal issues.

steam recommendations. "new" section of steam. searching "necromancer" and "villain protagonist" on steam obsessively every few months.
one of my steam friends is also into weird indies so i look at the shit she wishlists.

checking out my huge itch bundles. (they do bundles of like, a hundred games at a time, and i like playing baby's first games ha.) sometimes just browsing itch, they have a lot of sick queer games and books.
checking out humble bundles.