Assassin's Apprentice :( It was a recommendation from one of my managers at work. I loved the other series he recommended (Nightrunner series by Lynn Flewelling, and Kristen Britain's Green Ranger books) so I was super excited to start. I have never read such a depressing book... I think I made it to the beginning of the third book, but I wasn't enjoying them, and I realized they were putting me in a weird mood, so I stopped.