I feel this, sorry you do too... The only things I've wanted in life were stability and a loving relationship.

I'm a worthless factory schmuck, currently living in someone else's garage "apartment," who has moved roughly every 2-3 years since childhood now almost 40, and have been single for a decade. But as they say "whoever said life was fair lied to you." and in addition to that, something my father said to me: "everything that happens in your life is your fault."

So at least I know who to blame! One day I'll kill that guy, but I'm stuck waiting for my parents to go first lol