Ah, the good ol' "I'm not, but actually am, but not enough that I should get a raise, but I really would like one and less work hours, but I really need to stay longer because I'm so slow at everything I do and am terrible at focusing so I should really be working harder to give you your money's worth, but you're probably not paying me as much as you should be for that work in hindsight" theoretical with yourself and your imagined boss.

you don't need to post to both communities, most people are subscribed to both and it's annoying to see duplicates in the feed

That couldn't be any more accurate lmao I literally swing back and forth between dunning-kruger effect and imposter syndrome. It's actually wild.