Wow, looks like you put in a lot of effort into this canvas! This scenery gives us spectators many ways to interpret it. And speaking of pride, it's never too late to show it.
May your situation get better in the future. Because getting anxiety from living up to gender norms sucks
I've got the same problem. In order to subscribe to communities from different instances I need to do it through a browser first. Only then I'm able to post using liftoff.