I think she likes jazz.
Oh wow you kept going with it. "Lol". Do you also laugh when you're nervous or in trouble? Amazing.
Do you start every statement with "lol" or "rofl" because you're actually scoffing in your head? That is hilariously trite.
There must be a term for middle-ground people like me.
Power user!
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Power_user
A power user is a user of computers, software and other electronic devices, who uses advanced features of computer hardware,[1][2][3] operating systems,[4] programs, or websites[5] which are not used by the average user. A power user might not have extensive technical knowledge of the systems they use[6] but is rather characterized by competence or desire to make the most intensive use of computer programs or systems.
No single drop of water considers itself responsible for the flood.
Your defeatist attitude rises to troll levels. None of your piss and vinegar will fill the hole in your heart you are desperately trying to fill.
Does being radioactive in anonymous forums give you a sense of power? Kinda sad. I hope whatever is hurting you in life gives you some relief, you seem miserable.