yea. and there just like that sense of power they hold over someone. Besides that, that sort of reminded me, like when I was involuntary detained in the psych ward. There had to be a court case whether to be involuntary detained longer or to be let go. And there was a state or court psychiatrist that visited me, I think he was? kind of forgot exactly who he was, but when it came to court time. He pretty much lied, trying to keep me longer.
Its either painted bats or kitti's hog-nosed bat/bumblebee bat that are my favorite
venting about my dad again
my dad cough today sounds very bad just like yesterday. I know I vented on here before a lot, about how bad his cough is. but just. fuck it sounds bad today. and he keeps fucking ignoring me how he should get it checked since like october. since its probably related to his drinking. trying not to let it affect me, but it def. like, puts parts of me, on overdrive that something wrong and that nothing gonna be okay and why am I even bothering trying to live
and. just. I have to convince myself that it's gonna be okay. things are gonna be okay. it's gonna be alright.
I hate vacuuming sometimes. I went to go empty the bin and apparently I didn't close it last time enough and all the like dust, dirt and stuff got all over me and the floor. and then I had to re vacuum it all up.
system shock 2 has corn minesweeper 
I got new hand soap and I really love the scent of it
I give up trying to fight insomnia and sleep deprivation at this point now, with how often this is becoming
this goes hard
Kolibri
joined 11 months ago
It's really nice seeing all of orion belt, it just beautiful seeing the night sky and seeing some of the constellations.