didn't know you go way back...

peace be with you

however doesnt appreciate what tesla deed...

yung transformer na nga lang.. if di yun nagawa... anong tech kaya meron tayo now... imagine all the big ass wire hanging outside...

glad you enjoy your new found hobby. talking to myself makes me realize a lot of things as well.. whether on a jog or bike.. or just simple when drinking alone at night... its fun.. specially when you get to your double digits personas...

thread lightly though..

dito na nga lang ako tatambay.. blocked na yung reddit sa company wifi... reddit mod siguro dati admin...

so, hows your week so far?

about this drug addict's

mid nung pandemic, na diagnose with cancer yung bayaw ko.. so everyone was sympathetic to the current situation... the dude started to feel the toll of whatever he is feeling.. more frequent hospitalization... then suddenly, biglang nag ook na daw pakiramdam.. the wife was very supportive.. bought enough oils for at least 3-4 years use siguro.. so akala ni wife niya, oil was helping... until the dude, i dont why or for what reason, stop whatever he was into...

in my own interpretation of what happened next, everything was so bad... he pointed to throw away the portable aircon/humidifier furiously... hitting my wife with a remote controller saying she is satan or something... nung nahimasmasan, in a way, umamin... he takes drugs and yun dun nakatago sa humidifier yung mga gamit... admitted that he do it with his friends in the house, stay in dad kasi siya... and they probably do it while his daughter was in the house.. imagine, with your daughter and having a session with your friends... at this point, the wife insists that he leave the house.. i mean who wouldnt? he endangered his daughter life at one point right?

when he was diagnosed, doctor said about 6 more months/year, was not clear... i think he was diagnosed around feb or march then around oct ata, we had to go to their house.. it was a good 15km ata from our home... emergency na, nagbiro pa siya if kaya ko siyang buhatin papunta kotse nila.. i drove their car as well.. frantic.... not too fast not too slow... about 3-5 km yung hospital from their house...

its pandemic, even before we got into the emergency room, Doc/Nurses asking what is the problem... sad part is that they cannot take him in because he is not a covid patient.. wife just mentioned repeatedly that he has cancer... hindi na ako nakialam... hospital personnel have their directive... until finally he was taken in but too late... the following morning, deretso na kami crematorium....

haists.. lunes pala ngayon...

mag trabaho na po tayo at kailanga po nila ang confidential funds nila..

potah!

ipis....

When you are unhappy the devil wears a grin

But aw, he starts to running when the light comes pouring in

I know he'll be unhappy 'cause I'll never wear a frown

Maybe if we keep on smiling he'll get tired of hanging round.

napapaisip din ako nito minsan.. pero di pa siguro for now.. if ever mapunta ang kwento ng buhay ko sa remote places, then baka..

#Yes.

at this point, its not even a question anymore...

I can tell her my troubles

She makes them all seem right

I can make up excuses

Not to hold her at night

We can talk of tomorrow

I'll tell her things that I wanna do

But girl

How can I tell her about you?