OP please listen to this advice. You may not think it's warranted, but please talk to a health professional about this. Your post has telltale signs delusional, paranoid thinking.

The worst that can happen is the doctors will say nothing is wrong and you will be out a few bucks. But more likely they will help you find out what is happening much better than strangers on Lemmy ever could.

If you absolutely refuse to go to a medical professional, at least check your apartment for carbon monoxide or black mold.

Good luck.

Exactly. The leader of the catholic church has no room to talk when it comes to condemning pedophiles who abuse power dynamics to exploit children.... Why would anyone want to hear what he has to say on this topic?

The very same.

It's not (entirely) true. Although NASA did initially rescind their offer to her, Hickam actually stepped in to help and convinced them to renew the offer. But only the initial part of the story survives because it's rage-inducing and that is what fuels clicks.. OP should be ashamed for only posting half the story. But here I am "generating engagement" so... here we are...