No sexy times recently. A lot of doomscrolling and dating app messages that went nowhere. I definitely overpaid for a pair of shiny black tights.

They aren't, but chasing down websites in other languages is a pain in the ass. The Japanese see basically all non-Japanese people as copyright infringers. I've downloaded JAV that's bookended and watermarked with Chinese ads because the Chinese have the gall to do that, not the Japanese who probably see it as an annoyance and primarily target the domestic Japanese market anyways.

There is !chat@lemmynsfw.com but it's kinda dead

Replace him with a suitable substitute on some dating platform. If you're in a major city, that shouldn't be difficult. If you're out in the sticks like I am, alcohol may be your only friend. Maybe get a job or attend a college in a place where gays can be gay.

I know. I'm privacy conscious and have software dev and IT training. I'm a lot better than most zoomers in that regard. I'm just hoping that my niche actually exists in the real world and isn't purely a rhetorical construct invented to get underage queers to join discord servers and talk about identity issues. I would hope glowies have better things to do than infiltrate the gay community. I would also hope that the liminal space of looking like a girl but not identifying as one is a common shared experience. My litmus test is age, so the more 40something and 50something femboys and sissies I see, the more secure I am in the label's legitimacy. Do girly boys hold a special place in your heart?

I'm somewhat surprised you date females. I'm sure you were a very good slut. Does she lock you up when she's done with you?

Sounds like I should ~~bark~~ woof at some of them, since I guess it isn't rude.

You travel a lot. My last 6 months have been back-to-back classes and I don't see that changing in the near future. I'm not familiar with deep clean techniques, but you reminded me I should probably buy some wet naps. 😸

Homie is a nice European guy who dabbles in software as I do. We met in the software (which I won't name because its community is very small). There are currently issues with its VR driver integration on Linux, so I played in desktop mode while he fondled my cute little avatar. There is a concept of "phantom sense" which some people experience. Different social VR clients have different degrees of sophistication in different areas. Some clients give you hand collision but no arm IK, some both, some neither. I wasn't using the actual VR part, so I stood there and talked to him while he had fun with me, similar to sex with a quadriplegic. :P

A friend felt me up in VR for a few hours. It was nice. We also talked about local/municipal LGBT groups, so I looked into it and there is a meeting this Friday.

I also created an account on Recon, and it seems like most of the users are over 60. -.- Reached out to 5 guys in my age range as the days ticked by. One of them responded, but he has a very standoffish personality that doesn't inspire confidence. Not sure if he'll want to meet or if me simply calling him a "good boy" was too much. I thought it was a site for men.

Totally. We haven't even kissed, and as much as I'd like a violent sadist to destroy my ass, cuddling like a kitty cat is another form of healing.

Interesting. Do you plan to ship the LLM with the game or dial up a remote server? Presumably you know how to make the model talk dirty?