It was interesting. He's such a cutie. He said he'd message me later, but he already has 2 partners who he's been with for a while. I never did fuck him with my dick, mainly because I felt bad about not being able to take much of a pounding myself. He said I might have a hemorrhoid. I hope I get to go another round with him. I hope he still likes me.

Thanks man, I feel incredibly lucky. He messaged me this morning and I made a Ghostbusters reference that probably made me sound like a retard. I'm so far removed from a power top I'm afraid I might have the same problems with him as I do with girls. I could fuck his ass, maybe fist him, choke him a little, but all the while I'd be in awe of how cute he is and doing infantile things because really I want a cutie to top me. I hope there aren't other misunderstandings. I'm not a chastity bottom and I do like dicks, but I'm afraid of getting too deep into the philosophy of gender with him. He could easily pass for a cis girl, and I'm terribly worried that he's sensitive like one.

Aww you're such a cutie I would woof you so hard

Mainly getting builds onto platforms catering to Windows users and gamers. The consensus here seems to be using containerized build environments.

No real fun in the past few months, but I've been having interesting conversations with my queer acquaintances. A surprising number of people are ace. Celibacy makes me sad, and I'm starting to see the point of stuff like Grindr/Scruff/Recon. The trouble is that I'd really like to bottom for younger boys, and at the same time I need the emotional/sexual security that comes with a long-term relationship. So many people have never even done anal and are only "queer" in the sense of bicurious or whatever. I'm 31, I'm past that shit, and I'm seriously not happy in my own skin and need that external stimulus to get past my own complexes, and it's damaging to be alone for too long for real.

Sounds like an awesome week!

Hooked up for oral, and ended up spending more time helping set up his account on Apple Business Connect

I can't stop laughing

I guess I'll have to hit harder when I see him next month. "Hey man, you know, you're my type. Firm, dominant, and nice to look at. I hope you're not too straight. 😂"

I just flirted a little in response to his fetlife message. I think I said something to the effect of not troubling him to give me a ride, unless there were certain circumstances "if you know what I mean... :)"

Went to a munch on Sunday and was disappointed with the atmosphere. Cuddle partner has been sick, so nothing there but some teasing over text. She asked if I've ever done watersports. No, but I'd like to try!

I like it. I finger myself sometimes. The last time I tried it with my previous partner, I gave her a pair of thick rubber kitchen gloves so her manicured nails wouldn't be a hygiene issue. She used oil-based lube and stuck a couple fingers in. It didn't feel great, but I would have preferred she continue rather than stopping at the slightest sign of discomfort. Pain and nonconsent are my kinks, but I've accepted that few people are true sadists.

I haven't had as many male partners, nor have my male relationships lasted as long. It's not that I don't like guys, but my type is more effeminate and cute while still dominant. Very, very few people like that in the world.

Not bad! Isn't that two weekends in a row of sexy times?

I've always been a bit apprehensive of the Grindr crowd. The weekly flings with different partners are not for me. I'd like to find one or two kinky people who would stay with me for a couple of years and keep the intensity up on weekdays as well. It won't happen in the pueblo I'm stuck in now, and I think I give off loser vibes because I can't dig myself out. At least people are giving candid accounts of the fun they're having so we can all join in the discussion.

So basically you write a long ass prompt and feed it to an AI with a longer attention span than any human, and it plays DM. Cool. It makes me wonder if a similar model based on one-on-one conversation could provide the perspective of a specific character according to a similar prompt. I'm not big into AI at this point but I'm sure it wil replace human companionship eventually.