I'm there too although I'm starting to cool on it. I've done the 'main story' and most of the big puzzles. I'm avoiding using guides or hints or anything except one tool to speed up a repeated puzzle I can do but gets crazy time consuming the more you do it. But I'm 99% sure there are only 2 specific things I can do / work towards and the RNG is getting rough now I can't just be distracted by different puzzle threads and new hidden lore if luck doesn't smile on me.