I mean, you've been banned many times for telling other users to kill themselves, tried to claim calling a user "guy" isn't misgendering them, and seem to just be generally toxic. It's nice as a bit of confirmation that those who complain the loudest about Marxists also generally are toxic people. I wouldn't call the mods removing your suicide baiting comments and transphobic remarks "shitty."

Hexbear.net is worse regarded among people who hate Marxists, yes. As a Marxist, I don't really hold the opinions of those hostile to Marxists as particularly important, the driving divide is in people's position on Marxism. If I went into a MAGA conference, I would expect to be hated as well, but I wouldn't care much either. Anti-Communism is the biggest division, those supportive of Communism tend to be okay with the Marxist-aligned instances.