Today I was taking meds and immediately could not remember if I had taken Adderall yet, so I waited it out. I was pretty sure I hadn't, but I also didn't want to mess up. When it turned 2pm and I had not even remotely started doing anything useful, that answered my question...

Pill organizers don't help and I need to visually see how many pills are left so I can put in a refill right away. I definitely go on the side of caution when going through all of the pills each morning. I try to make a pile first, but I will also take one or two of them while sorting and not notice. I have to break most of my pills, so I know how each one tastes, the texture, etc. This helps fix mistakes if my brain really doesn't want to cooperate, with last resort of waiting if it is something really bad if I take double.

• Puts on jeans
• oh wait, I finished knitting that leg warmer, let's wash it for blocking
• hmm, maybe I will let it dry and mould to my leg while I am working
• removes jeans and puts on long sweater as shorts are nowhere to be found
• watch random YouTube
• ugh, it is sliding down and I need to make the icord
• how do I make an icord again? Which yarn should I use?
• I can't find that one specific needle size even though it doesn't matter
• give up and start it
• shouldn't I be working?
• get annoyed by teams messages and turn it off
• find different video and forget to continue icord
• stare blankly at work and go back to knitting
• what was I doing again?
• fuck, I really need to do work. What time is it?
• fuck. I definitely didn't take my meds.

Insert other moments of confusion, stimming, and failures as needed.