What a threat.

I think you might want to look up what a threat is, because that's not what that was.

I keep telling you, "can't say I didn't try" holds true if the media is not available.

You never said that. And it doesn't hold true if you don't try, which is what you suggested ("Why go to that effort just to pay?"), regardless of whether the media is available or not.

There is no justification here, no fabricated anything

I don't understand how "Can't say I didn't try" is interpreted as anything other than justification.

but for you its some sort of high treason.

I said nothing of the sort. All I said was to stop bullshitting and own it.