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submitted 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) by drbollocks@sh.itjust.works to c/goodoffmychest@lemmy.world

hi. its me. i took a long break. just take a look at @drbollocks@lemmy.blahaj.zone if you wanna see how shitty a person i was and how bad my mental health was. i said people hated me for my autism but maybe not everyone was against me, and maybe it wasn't my autism. maybe we were all just shitty people.

hell, i posted my SUICIDE online with a voice recording. i acknowledge that i wasn't right in the head, please forgive me for the things i've done.

people have called me a troll in the past, i can guarantee that i'm not, i was just a mentally sick teen.

but in case anyone was wondering what happened to me or if i was still alive, i am :)

does anyone remember me? i hope not lol...

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[-] NutinButNet@hilariouschaos.com 1 points 1 week ago

Everyone has stuff they cringe about themselves. If you don’t, you’re probably doing cringe-worthy things lol.

Like others said, you’re growing and this is maturity.

Plus, don’t feel bad about what you did when you felt suicidal. You clearly were not right in the head. I hope you are doing better now.

At least you can say that for yours. Some of the stuff that keeps me up at night is just me being a dumb kid lol…I remember posting on Facebook about “hacking” when I was talking about rooting my phone using tools that were publicly available. Ughhhhhhhhhhh that shit lives with me daily. One acquaintance called me out on it that real hackers don’t post their shit online and I just shrivel up and cringe inside whenever my mind randomly reminds me of that.

Take care. You’ll have more as you grow into adulthood, as we all do.

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