You know what's really a shame? I'm not the only person I know who was raised by that book, despite the union falling apart.

Unfortunately if you cling onto those ideals in out society you will be systematically eliminated. You will also be viewed upon as a demon who must have ulterior motives, if I had to guess that's probably why I keep failing in life, people look at me and think I'm bad at pretending because I could at least be more realistic about it and add some character flaws to make it more, believable. At the same time this is impossible because if I really was a good person I'd figure out how to make a party even without any resources. I'm probably just mentally ill and shouldn't be taken seriously that's the more logical explanation.