Doing the thing where I make it about me and am reminded of the time I went to a book club meeting in a swanky part of town where the club was actually just filled to the brim with wealthy white women. I decided to go out with a pretty nice outfit, a dress shirt that was tailored exactly to my size and the rest to match (I’m not even sure I still fit in those shirts, I was at a super low body fat % after a work holiday). I didn’t intend to be a sex object but I left the meeting realizing that I could probably abuse this kinda space for my own material benefit if I was to sorta cynically want to do that.

Not sure where I even want to go with saying this. Most of these women would probably be intolerable to be with considering my ideology, I guess. It’s sad to think that this is some weird way to exploit my looks/body to my own material benefit, which is actually only odd because I’m a guy.

Anyways huge support to sex workers, I guess that’s the only good take away to have from it