Thanks for the encouragement and reassurance ... I have a lot of dark ideas of the future of this world and a lot of anger, resentment and disappointment at humanity ... but I do hold out hope, especially towards any human being near me.

I will keep fighting ... I will keep holding on to connecting to my fellow man and woman ... but at the same time I do remain pessimistic and disappointed. I like people ... but I have a different view of society as a whole.