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Kuoleman puutarha (The Garden of Death)
(upload.wikimedia.org)
Hugo Simberg (1873 – 1917)
1896
Watercolor and gouache
16 cm × 17 cm (6.3 in × 6.7 in)
Ateneum, Helsinki
Me nurturing my will to live
The artist said it represents "the place where the dead end up before going to Heaven" but I think I like your interpretation better.
Vaguely, just like Basil and Sunny from the psych-horror RPG OMORI, even if it takes a lot of time.