I kinda like it still, because if it's something i'm looking forward to, then i'm probably super nervous about it, so cancelling it makes me relieved i don't have to worry about it right now. (Assuming it was just pushed further down the road rather than cancelled forever)

Like, i love DMing TTRPG games, and i hate how hard it is to schedule sessions, but at the same time, i secretly love it when a session needs to be cancelled because i'm always less prepared than i'd like to be.