The more ive learned to code and the better I've become at solving my own problems on Linux, the more I've been absolutely fucking bewildered about how so many people can spend so much time and effort into projects they care deeply about and fail to include even the most basic of necessary instructions. Like "this one simple step is crucial and you can't do fuck all else if you don't do it", kind of necessary

I think they want people to use the things they built, right? And yet, here'you are in a Kafkaesque nightmare with no visible exit, seemingly alone as if you're the only person to ever actually need the crucial but of instructions necessary to make this thing work.

You wonder: am I just an idiot? Iss everything else in on something that I just don't get? So you spend hours pissing into the wind as Google tantalizingly dangles tangential words at you, having become the internet equivalent of a bully snatching away the toy you brought for show and tell while swearing THIS is the last time, and you soldier onwards for hours, determined that you're going to get this fucking thing working even though you know that for the sake of your sanity and our limited time on earth the better choice would be to give up. You make a point to leave a comment about your struggle on GitHub, just in case someone else finds themselves in your position one day, feeling less like an accomplished problem solver and more like someone who's had to pop their own dislocated shoulder into place after dropping a piping hot pizza and falling on black I d. You've learned something, you're more self reliant, this will be less serious in the futurre, but you can't shake this weird feeling growing ever more insistent, a question you just can't seem to answer: why? You'll never know, and though it bothers you, you set to work trying to get this new image generation model to make you some anime women with comically oversized tits and worryingly unnaturally thin waists.