Dependence ≠ addiction.

I said similar to addiction, as a means of describing the mechanism underlying it, please try not to lie outright.

Diabetics who take insulin, are not addicted to it, that is true. Much like drinking water because you will literally fucking die otherwise, does not make you addicted.

However, taking meds for something like ADHD, doesn't outright prevent you from dying, merely functioning better in society. A similar thing can be argued for things like depression, although depression is much more complicated, especially when you get into fields with SZPD and it's related disorders, where everything stops making any sense, so it's hard to say there.

I know they haven't scolded me baselessly, that's why i preface everything i say very explicitly with "this is just a theory, this is just something im thinking of, i know why people do this, i understand why people are attached to these things" I am very explicitly explaining myself most of time.

When you have chemical deficiencies that affect your brain, people seem much more outspoken about giving their opinion about your affliction. I’ve heard folks saying “don’t do chemo!! These people are just trying to scam you and get your money while killing you!! Maybe you should cut out all that processed food?” Hoo boy. Just… don’t.

yeah, that's definitely an interesting one, you'll notice i never said anything explicitly other than my persona opinion though. I never mentioned that you or anybody else was wrong or bad for taking medication, merely that there was something interesting i've noticed.

The medication issues are compounded primarily by doctors, and the previous opioid crisis we had. This is a very real effect of people being overly dependent on things like medication, and a very real concern that i have. Whether it's founded is not trivial to say, but i feel like it's a very genuine concern.

I love finally being in control of my thoughts and finally feeling normal and able to actually pursue the things I want. But I think the desire to be in control of your functions is… pretty sane. I don’t miss the chaos that was my constantly hopscotching thoughts & unwilling body.

that makes sense, im just worried that there are potentially negative implications to this, notably opioid crisis type beat problems. It seems like a rather dangerous game to be playing IMO, i suppose that's the reason it's prescribed, and highly regulated, though im not a massive fan of authority myself. Especially if it determines my functionality on a regular basis.

I don’t miss the suffering. I’m addicted to “not suffering”, probably.

I actually really like the way this is phrased.