It's going to be fine along to way while you're adapting to the medication! It is not something that can instantly cure your illbeing, but instead needs consistent monitoring and adjustment since our brain and nerve system are so complex. Keep it going! I was there before and couldn't even walk myself to eat, now, hereby, I'm able to touch the keyboard to send an input to you. Reach your friends and family members or trusted people to talk about your situation. You could DM me (in assumption that I'm not in my episode) anytime for the input!