Omg she's so talented and funny! Really impressive.

But my god watching that video is like putting my brain through a meat grinder. I can't imagine watching another one, phew!

It really sucks if you have that. I have a friend who has it and it sucks so bad. I always have to grab all her shit before she leaves the door. Her struggle is real.

My focus has definitely regressed during my endless depressed egg years, so I understand it somewhat. I am fixing this by really committing to what I am doing. Like watching a movie in one go, only to take a bathroom break or to eat something small like an apple. And currently I am also playing Bayonetta levels in the same manner.

For me it's more of a depression thing. Like my brain is just like uh uh I definitely can't handle this, and then switches to something simpler.