Eve online: excel spreadsheets as a video game. :)

Borderline schizoaffective, psychotic features. Constantly questioning sanity. Reality often surreal. Dbt, cbt has helped the most. If I practice mindfulness, grounding exercises daily.... when mind spirals, reality starts to explode, easier to come back, keeps me tethered.

Tho, once as kid, when I became convinced I might be a disembodied brain floating in a jar, started to seriously freak out. Came home in terrorized panic, flipping madly thru my bookshelf, and reading "summa theologica" finally made the panic stop.

Cool. Tks for the reply.

Willem de kooning. Early 20s, figure drawing instructor said my live sketches reminded him of de kooning. I'd never heard of him. Few years later, in San Francisco moma, stood in front of one of his Woman paintings, entranced. Thus my love of abstract expressionism began.

Been on Ritalin for a decade. Helps a lot. Used to be WAY disorganized.

Now, if you ever hit me, and I find out about it...

Past week, been seeing a lot of anti liberal stuff on lemmy. So, you've got people from the outside trying to destabilize the u.s. saying, both sides are the same, democrats are just as bad as Republicans. This creates a scenario that created Trump becoming president in the 1st place. It's done on purpose.

Now, I understand that democrats, liberals aren't perfect. But we have one side trying to set up detention camps, threatening to kill political rivals, consumed with hate. Other side trying at least to be better people.

I'm asking honestly, I would like to learn. Why is the both sides mindset becoming so prevalent?

The last 2 seasons is where it really got good for me. The complex stuff they had to do to interact with aliens so staggeringly different from humans... know discovery gets a lot of hate, but first time I watched it, it was what I always wished star trek would be. More believable, realistic, hazy grey areas, way better special effects, cinematography.

All star trek is good, tho.

I got mine on Amazon, $15 I think. Tiny, lightweight, can even put into bag, travel with it, liven up bare wall hotels.

You gave a serious response, what I was looking for. Tyvm, I'll look into what you suggested

Anybody on the autism spectrum just laughs sadly, shakes head quietly, when told 'just be your self'

Past month, started working with oil pastels, had to stop cuz homelessness past 8 years. But now studio apt, trying to get back on feet, art starting to take off. Fab dream last night, trying to find a safe place in a homeless shelter that was also an art school.