Did you never make it to season 4? Castiel and Dean are probably the most popular ship for that show.

I have similar experiences with wanting to desperately be part of conversations, but not being able to expel the words.

Have you looked into selective mutism? Or being a highly sensetive person?

Again, I get where you're coming from.

The reality of the situation is that a movement is full of factions. People aren't a monolith and they think differently and feel differently. Jk Rowling considers herself a feminist, and she is an iteration of what a feminist can look like sadly.

Think of religious sects, they all fall under the same umbrella of Christianity or Judaism or what have you, but have radically different beliefs and feelings.

They get involved in protests and push their agendas just like any other group of people.

Or tankies! They fucking suuuuuuck and they are communist! I like communism by the way, but tankies can eat and then shit out some Lego blocks.

Roman's left their names all over the place as tourists, ancient Egyptian workers left graffiti at their worksites, and Pompeii basically used walls as message boards.

I'm conflicted, on one hand I love that people want to leave a trace of themselves behind. That feels beautiful in a way, even if I think the message they leave is silly. It also leaves something for our ancestors to hopefully find if something happens, and that's delightful to think about.

On the other hand, I loath selfish entitled people.

I went from 160 at the start of the pandemic to 115 now, and I'm freezing all the time. I double up on socks and a long sleeve undershirt lol. Summer was great when we got into the 90s and it wasn't too windy, I could enjoy the clothes I can fit in now!

Like 'ger-bels'.

Do you have a informational/technique resources you recommend?

You realize that Jews, the people who wrote the Hebrew Bible that makes up what Christians call the old Testament, didn't and do not believe in original sin? That's a later christian invention, doesn't even go back to Jesus.

I think not having it recorded in any way is worse. At least if something is recorded you can examine and study and compare the accounts to get an inkling of what may have actually happened or see where the truth has been stretched.

Why not just lobby or advocate or vote for funding of the postal service we have had for a while now...

Amazon hasn't been around forever.

Yeah, that's prime schadenfreude for me personally.