Being intelligent and aware of everything and then having that intelligence slowly taken away from you, feeling your mental capacity diminishing day by day while still having the awareness that it's happening, it's pretty heavy stuff. It really brings to mind my grandmother's decline after she got Alzheimer's, she was slowly losing herself and for a long time she knew it was happening and it was painful to watch, not to mention how brutal it must have been to experience it.
Flowers for Algernon is an amazing story, but it hits pretty hard after watching it in real life.
Yeah when I do that then every time there's a gap another person comes to cut me off, so it ends up with me pretty much at a dead stop while people go in front of me over and over. People underestimate just how many asshole drivers there are around here lol