oh fuck yeah, thank u!
it can be socially interesting for sure, i've only formally gone on dates with three people since my divorce and the two i didn't low key fall in love with who were obviously not right for me were still like....interesting character studies i guess lol. but idk i also get that from friendships/work friendships/passing acquaintances. it doesn't outweigh the unpleasantness of the swipe grind, scheduling the things, etc., at least not for me.
nah the demons are generally pretty mean to me : / it's only days where i feel less psychologically haunted that i feel these lil bursts of self love
thanks mane. i'm sure i'll figure it out and be fine regardless of the outcome. i'm a resilient grown ass adult who can do difficult things 
i fucking love that line, Ride is such a sick lyricist. feel like the "death grips = zach hill and his buddies" really undersells how much 
is the fucked up human heart of DG. (also sometimes it feels low key racist when ppl throw that around?)
i'm on an "OH, YEEEEEEEEAH - I'M TEMPORARY!!" type beat today my own self
srsly tho it was legit just normie yuppies and catholics when i was on there, rarely saw women who were even in the same galaxy as one of my types. plus matches expiring after 24 hours if the woman doesn't message u is the dumbest shit when convos and matches are already so hard to keep from fizzling.
and for the other big apps OKC rlly seems like it doesn't know what it's meant to be and feels like a weird tinder/hinge Frankenstein. and idk, feeld just felt kinda sleazy to me, maybe that's my own prudishness i need to work on but it wasn't the vibe for where im at in life right now.
behelit is pronounced bay-lit for those not in the know 
SoylentSnake
joined 4 years ago
might give it a month for my already sent priority likes to blossom but then....may pay for hinge premium again