[-] steven0123@lazysoci.al 0 points 1 week ago

Would you not need the appliances at your next house?

[-] steven0123@lazysoci.al 2 points 1 week ago

Anything you want to discuss?

I feel you. I have been pretty low the last two weeks, but not low enough to go see my drs, yet. My kids are what keep me here. I feel bad saying that, and how other people could take that, but it's what stops me.

I am a few months medicated now to manage my depression and AuDHD as a middle aged guy. Hyper focusing on my mental health is getting pretty draining and I'm agonising so much over the negative. I've found talking helps, but just struggling with the day to day work / life at the moment.

I'm terrified of having another breakdown and there are so many possibilities to process. Fuck my brain.

Saying that though, I've got to stop being so hard on myself too, and think of how far I have come over the last two years in this journey. I should be proud of the changes I've made in myself and the impact that has had on everyone around me.

I'm pretty sure I can do this, but then , the world is just fucking insane right now, who knows what the fuck this rollercoaster of life will throw at us tomorrow.

I hope you are ok friend. We need to look out for each other. I am trying.

[-] steven0123@lazysoci.al 3 points 2 months ago

Hi friend. I want you to know you are not alone. I am on the other side of the planet, but I know it's coming here. Parts are already here and I'm terrified. Our billionaires are wooing Trump and Elon already, along with elements of the political class. I'm recovering from a breakdown and privileged enough to be able to get the help I need to work through this. I still am. It's hard. I want to end it all at times. But you know what? Fuck these Nazis and fascist.

I'm now working my hardest to live. I want to live. I want to love. I want my friends, family and my community to be happy. These people are trying to take that away from us. Connect with your friends, family, and community members. Try your best, I know I am. I hope I can show everyone else what is happening and make change for the better. I am terrified of retaliations and what they might do to me and my family, but I won't stop, because then they have already won.

Community friends and family I believe is how we will stop this. Get people out of the algorithm. Try your best. Love yourself.

I hope you find peace and happiness.

Love and best wishes, from Australia.

steven0123

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