And how do you do something "practical" about it, with any ideology and not just anarchism? Becoming radicalized and aware of surrounding ideology doesn't suddenly make you able to throw everything away, it doesn't eliminate your need for food and roof over the head which is something you need money and a job for.

Fellow anarchist (Christian variety), and I hear you friend.

"Never suffer from the dread imposed on you" is a bit of a lofty promise! Oftentimes even with the best aims, somebody feels overwhelmed.

For example, I tried to rile up all my coworkers, and they agreed with me, but didn't want to rock the boat. So nothing changed. And I left, not being able to singlehandedly turn tables on management myself.

I think you can be energized and feel a sense of purpose when you find your way to make positive change in the world absolutely.

But it's still a fight, because everything is stacked against people who want more than just going round and round on the labor/consumption cycle. It doesn't end. The System(TM) doesn't need to sleep or vent its feelings on its path to consumption.

It wears on you after a while.

So my point is, therapy is great for discussing those feelings. But we often hit a brick wall where I was mentally handling things in a constructive, mature, self aware way, but there just wasn't anything to be done because the circumstances just don't stop wearing on you.