I'm waiting for an "Ohio" moment like CSN&Y sang, it's coming. That shit happened to boomers, who have now become the oppressor, continuing the cycle of needless pain, loss and suffering. That's the kind of shit that keeps the aliens from showing their face. I would've want to be known about around that kind of normalized psychopathy either.

History doesn't repeat but it rhymes. Cops today are too indoctrinated that they are at war with the citizenry - of which they clearly hold themselves above. They're gonna spill students blood. Students who are protesting supplying Israel with weapons for what's become an unjustifiable offensive war. Hell half of these cops fetishize throwing the Zionists back in the old ovens but they just can't pass up any chance to spill 18yr old girls blood for having an opinion. And at this point the girl is the only moral one in the group. I don't think I'd even stand in the way of the cops if they were going for the Zionists.

Fascists all around. Kleptocracy staring down the barrel of loaded gun.

Above all, we need to collectively realize that the story of our lives in our head is a fiction. Every second we are alive we are deciding what kind of world this is, with our actions. There is no one coming to save us. You are the adult in the room. If you see a wrong, justice demands you act. All of us. Together that adds up to community, a zeitgeist of home.

I have a metaphysical theory that we all unconsciously carry the weight of our ancestors with us, and some part of our subconscious, or our reflexive self (the part of you that blinks the millisecond before something hits your eye), or maybe our supra conscious/soul/spirit, (the part of us not bound to time/Morty playing Roy) is constantly tabulating a score and multiples of maladies manifest from this ennui.

If you're bored, you aren't trying hard enough. If you're depressed, you need to insert yourself in the solution, whatever you see that as. Your depression will magically resolve itself. No ones depressed in a war zone. Science has quantifiably proven that.

It's better to die on your feet, in defense of the truth, and as an agent of justice than live on your knees having sold the essence of your soul, sacrificing dynamism for mediocrity. 5 years that run the gamut of highs and lows or 50 years of office work. It's not even optional to me, it's just fact.