Finally got the chance to talk to my cousin who was diagnosed with cancer. I try not to ask him anything related to cancer but it seems like every topic I ask is affected by cancer. He was so close to finishing his degree but that has to wait, he can't do anything due to cancer fatigue.

It feels like his world has stopped. We were very close when we're younger as we are the same age, everything was a competition even to a lesser degree when we're older.

It's not fair.