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My very best buddy, best pal died today.
(hexbear.net)
He's was one of the rare folks that wanted to hang out 24-7. Met him 4 years ago in front of a Kmart. He was in a box marked 'free'.
We worked together, he liked to ride in our truck.
He was a master thief and relished in a good swipe.
He enjoyed the river and zoomies. And staring at me.
He was a working class guy who once chased a hated manager out of a place we would frequent. He received extra treats for this from the employees who were among his best friends.
I'm sorry I let you down bud. You should still be here with me. I'll miss you.
Been where you at, absolutely tore myself up inside because I felt like I was forced to choose to kill my life companion and best friend of thirteen years via euthanization over letting him suffer endless seizures until he painfully passed away naturally. it really hurts for years and still does now somewhat just thinking about it. I don't really have much to say besides give yourself time to really let yourself go in grieving and reminiscing when you have moments of quiet to yourself.