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Between my PTSD and my bipolar, I don’t know what the hell is going on. I recently started taking new medication for bipolar.

I seem to get easily attached and have abandonment issues, to the point where I get sad and assume my attachment (or GF right now) doesn’t love me anymore because they’re hanging out with their friends. I know they still love me, and I know they won’t leave me, but some part of me thinks they will because that’s how I’ve been “abandoned” and later cheated on.

I can go from thinking someone’s absolutely great and loving them to thinking they hate me and want me to suffer. But then I try to regulate myself and convince myself they don’t. I’m working on it. I’m talking to a psychiatrist.

I don’t know. I was suspected to have BPD due to having certain “personas” I would have, fear of abandonment, etc. but I don’t know if I do and haven’t been diagnosed with it. I used to hate that and would be in denial because I thought all BPD patients were narcissistic or abusers.

I know better now.

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 3 points 2 weeks ago
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[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 2 points 3 weeks ago

That seems like severe bullying to me.

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I really don’t know. On one hand, people may say “they did it, I’m innocent!” but on the other, people may say yes due to enforced or attempted enforced suicide/threats.

This isn’t happening to me or anyone I know, it’s simply a question that’s been on my mind.

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Some people have said things like “he can dream with the programme but doesn’t actually sleep”, although some people have told me he does in fact, sleep similar to how other life forms do.

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This is important in the future for me. Right now, I have a few forums which have a Spanish and Russian category and another site for my forum but in French.

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 2 points 1 month ago

Also, I still do have a list :)

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 2 points 1 month ago

You’re right, what do you think would work better?

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If so, thanks!

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 4 points 1 month ago

impatient to some but not always rude like a troll would be. Are u mistaken for someone else?

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 5 points 1 month ago

i want more ppl to use it. I never thought it was superior.

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Today, I was talking to this girl N (who even punched me once!) and she constantly complained about having no friends.

I told her that this one girl, R, seemed very happy to have her as a friend. N said “I can’t be seen with someone like her.”

Then, with someone named J. “He’s a (n-word). I don’t like his kind.”

She rejected someone being her friend and said “I’m too cool to be seen with that (r-word).”

Eventually, I just told her that was the reason why she had no friends. She got pissed that I DARE to say such a thing.

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Hello, I’m currently trying to figure out how to make an intro page for my ProBoards forum but can’t seem to figure out how to add text.

I can choose to add a post, but it keeps telling me “invalid Post ID” and I cannot find any sort of “post ID” except for the post URL and it doesn’t work when I type the URL in.

Can someone help me out? Thanks a bunch!

Options for the post that I see

Invalid with https

Invalid without https

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Hello, I’m currently trying to figure out how to make an intro page for my ProBoards forum but can’t seem to figure out how to add text.

I can choose to add a post, but it keeps telling me “invalid Post ID” and I cannot find any sort of “post ID” except for the post URL and it doesn’t work when I type the URL in.

Can someone help me out? Thanks a bunch!

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 9 points 1 month ago

That feels like the only explanation, especially for a community such as Homophobia when I’ve hardly ever encountered homophobic people. They were either trolls or banned almost immediately

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There was one called Homophobia that got like 50 members after being created like 10 minutes before. And of all things, a community about homophobia. With a drawing of a Confederate beating up gay people.

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 5 points 1 month ago

No I mean like an active one with more people

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 1 points 1 month ago

These people sound verbally abusive. No, this is not a normal response.

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 4 points 1 month ago

could perhaps be BPD as well but I'm not a professional and have little psychiatric knowledge

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 26 points 1 month ago

THERE ARE 4 LIGHTS!!!

[-] CraigCabbage@sh.itjust.works 18 points 1 month ago

Bipolar here. I saw you had Bipolar, it’s possible that she might. I used to think that people didn’t care about me either due to my attachment issues.

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