I write fanfiction and have a modest 250+ following. I never thought it would amount to much, but it's been several years, and my followers are invested enough at this point that I keep going.

I had a Kafkaesque writing crisis recently. I was close to destroying 25 years of writing, because no one's interested and what's the point etc. I was so worn down that my writing just seemed like garbage. Maybe that's why no one's interested, I thought. As I tried to build the courage to destroy it all, I began to see it all in a sharper focus. It was good writing. So I'm satisfied with it on that level. I tend to write about life in the grey areas, where regular language doesn't do it justice. I usually write every day, but I'm taking a break so as to break my ingrained writing habits, create new ones, keep things fresh. I would like for people to "find out about it", but at this point, I'm also OK if no one does.

I’ve spent the last 8 years writing my magnum opus about a back alley horse who is best friends with a mosquito and they travel the countryside solving low level crimes like jaywalking and public swearing.

Are you satisfied with your writing?

Nope, which is another motivation to try to do better. Beside the relentless desire to write, I mean.

How often do you write?

Daily.

What is it about?

Some attempts at fiction (short stories and plays, for the most part). A mix of philosophy/sociology/history. Journaling, too.

Do you dream of people finding out about it eventually?

Nope. I just don't think it's interesting enough (nor good enough). Also, since I don't publish it anywhere and since it's not even stored on a computer (I write longhand, using actual pen and paper, or I type on a good old typewriter), there is very little chance for it to be accidentally leaked online.