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The Constant State of my Brain
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If you have the means to improve your mental health, do what you can. Anecdotally, my meds have changed my life for the last few months, and the people around me have noticed it too. I was surprised to find enjoyment in small things, everything wasn't a drag anymore.
This was basically me the day after I started: https://i.imgur.com/3I34dpW.jpg
Maybe you should zalk to a professional.
Perhaps consider using a lower dose or change your dealer.
QuIte the opposite, gotta renew your meth prescription