37 actually

I'm 30..and even medicated it's hell

Imagine going untreated even a decade after that

Even when diagnosed with medicine, I sometimes struggle to remember to eat it.

*33

I've just accepted that that's never going to be something I can do and that existence is pointless and miserable and I'm not capable of doing anything more than killing time till I die

been cleaning that basement tomorrow for 4 years now.

even started it twice.

34! I was hoping one day I'd figure out what to do in life and through that knowledge everything would just click into place and things would feel good and right and worth doing. Turns out the answer to life's great mystery is amphetamine.

As someone who finally got diagnosed at nearly 30, this hurts. Fuck, I've wasted so much of my life.

Sometimes I have bursts of this in the middle of the night.

30 seems like only yesterday

I was 30 fucking 25 years ago.

Ouch.

35 and still have these walls between me and the simplest tasks. No idea if it's ADHD, but somehow I manage to get through.