The last time I can remember feeling genuinely happy and contented and at ease was almost a decade ago

I know from firsthand experience that I can trick myself into feeling better for a little while. However, I have problems that can't be solved, and when reality comes into conflict with me feeling better, it makes everything worse than when I started. I was in therapy for a year, my medications just get more numerous and higher dosages, for fucking what. The fact is, everything in my life has just been getting worse and worse, despite and in some cases because of everything I've tried to do to make it better. I just wish someone cared enough about me to euthanize me like people do their beloved pets.

Lol nope doesn't matter what I believe, things only get worse

is there a way out?

Yeah but my friends keep telling me not to do it

Gauss is both really fun and really good. His 2 lets you be practically unkillable when combined with quick thinking, and he's zoomy and goes brrrrr. The thermal transfer augment even lets you give your weapons a big damage boost. That said, you could get regular gauss and use him instead of the prime, the only difference is some mild base stat increases.

Please take a second to browse !crtart@lemmy.world , it's topical =(

The community isn't something that fucking belongs to you.

I went to a board game convention a month ago, it was the first time I've girlmoded for something major. They put their own signs over the bathroom signs explaining that both were gender neutral and the only difference was urinals vs stalls. That made it soooo much easier on me and I was very glad

Super socially awkward and anxious in middle school and high school and was also bullied a ton. Girls would ask me out as a joke, and there's no good response. If you say yes you're a dumbass for thinking they're actually interested in you, if you say no you're gay and should kill yourself. Combined with being an impressionable teen with incredibly negative self esteem on reddit at a time where something along the lines of all men are rapists was a common sentiment, it really honestly fucked me up. I still am not comfortable with romance and intimacy with women to be honest.

It's shades of gray. A company that rents out millions of houses is millions times worse than your aunt. Your aunt is still contributing to unaffordable housing and keeping 2-3 families from permanent housing. How bad she is is up for debate and I for one don't care to debate that. Being upset about people like your aunt is pointless when we should be insanely angry about corporate mass homeownership.

You should have rolling log files of limited size and limited quantity. The issue isn't that it's a text file, it's that they're not following pretty standard logging procedures to prevent this kind of thing and make logs more useful.

Essentially, when your log file reaches a configured size, it should create a new one and start writing into that, deleting the oldest if there are more log files than your configured limit.

This prevents runaway logging like this, and also lets you store more logging info than you can easily open and go through in one document. If you want to store 20 gb of logs, having all of that in one file will make it difficult to go through. 10 2 gb log files is much easier. That's not so much a consumer issue, but that's the jist of it.

Ngl I can't even think of anything that only costs a dollar nowadays