not my annoying ass pinging my internet friends b/c the mega got locked.....

after careful deliberation orange monster > white monster

c'mon, Soylent. it's literally just "hey ex-lovers name. how are ya?" no reason to clam up with anxiety, mane.

idk if im being paranoid/insecure but i really do think my relative lack of matches on hinge vs tinder has to do with it forcing me to list my height. maybe it's just the smaller number of overall users though. but idk, the gender ratio is supposedly less acute on hinge and my profile i think is if anything better (shown it to a number of friends who all gave it a thumbs up). i also feel like the market for sensitive relationship-oriented soft boys on there is larger.

ah well. i did low key fall in love with a beautiful soul (who is also a total smokeshow) off of hinge, so maybe it's just a quality over quantity thing. and it's not like my higher match volume on tinder has translated into anything more than a graveyard of fizzled out matches.

fall's here back on my elliot alderson drip (black hoodie to hide my face from this twisted fricken s*ciety)

on the plus side, you can pivot from crushposting to heartbreak posting alongside ya boy and we can take being insufferable to all of our communist friends inside the computer to new heights, together. we can do a fusion dance of intolerable broken romanticism, creating an incomprehensible being of weepy sentimentality that reaches eldritch proportions, a being that would drive even the creations of one HP Lovecraft insane. we will illicit a chorus of "jesus christ just move on"'s that rings out at a volume so loud that god himself will be deafened.

(nah but fr, i'm sorry comrade lost love sucks ass, and the added dimension of "what could have been" when it was never actualized can make things cut even deeper)

how the fuck am i supposed to keep a regular creative writing practice working a fulltime onsite job goddam

hell yeah do ur motherfuckin freaky thang!

is Signalis good? i love a good horror game and also a sucker for a good love story should i fw it? started tonight but was too restless & tired for a game with a slow opening and also that limits your save points so shut it off and drank a beer instead

i know they're also wage laborers and we're all on the same side but god i am jealous of my wfh family & friends a lot of the time lol. don't get me wrong my job is pretty easy and Relatively Fine but waking up earlier than i care to to be in a shitty warehouse at least half of my waking hours sux by comparison

its been a minute for me but having someone u Like Like think ur funny is like a prime human joy

i just mean that i'd like to go for a walk there, jeez ya'll i'm still hanging in there