but I just can't

respect, i was being a terrible lil cretin

aw hell yeah

just felt the crushing weight of the ontological evil of america for a sec there, good thing i get to clock out and go home soon, methinks it's a hit the bed early night tonight

oh god someone come quick it's an emergency soylentsnake is acting pathetic in the mega again!!! oh god oh fuck please we need to-

first meeting with new therapist today, hopefully he's cool

me & my lady friend have agreed to a once a week seeing each other schedule, to balance the clear fact that things are deepening against her understandable fears about getting close to someone new/desire to take things slow & her general work busy-ness & working on herself/her own mental stuff (before this we'd been once every 1.5 weeks - 2 weeks and once 2+). i'd be open to a little more than that and i do miss her during the week and can occasionally get frustrated, but i'm also a bit lonely and should be wary of looking to her as the sole plug to the hole that is my loneliness so this is probably good for now.

apparently attachment theory does have some scientific backing, so IG it seems i can occasionally get a lil anxious attached and maybe she can get a lil avoidant. but idk we've been communicating extremely well so far, in ways that feel kinda jarring compared to a lot of my previous romances, so i think by working together we can probably be healthy and secure overall or whatever.

u fuckers better start engaging my shitposts before the mega expires or it might just give me cause to repost them all in the next one >:^(

lol i have a longtime buddy who is a super stuffy centrist and will sometimes trot out the old "well its not supposed to be a democracy its a constitutional republic" line which first of all <---- him everytime and second of all I DO NOT FUCKING CARE ABOUT THIS GENOCIDAL SLAVE EMPIRE'S FUCKING "FIRST PRINCIPLES" that's not convincing to anyone who isn't already in your bloodsoaked fucking religion i really could not care less about the ideas of the violent people-owning rome-weeaboos who thought up this place FUCK!!!!!

spent a beautiful weekend in my vidya game cave :(

woke up and i was still a wage laborer : /

looks peaceful & idyllic

Wait you actually get matches??????

EDIT: E Z glib reply aside though you're right that these things are hell. The nice thing abt being a communist and having an awful time on them, though, is that you have the tools to actually diagnose why they suck so bad and are less primed to take it personally (at least this is what I tell myself lol). I think I also became single during a period where they've reached new depths of enshittification, sounds like mb you're having a similar experience?