So there used to be this one person I talked to, "Alex" (any pronouns, nb?). Anyway, I found out they were actually close friends with these "fortune tellers" who kept wanting me to send nudes and do roleplays where they would have sex with me without my consent (so rapey pedophilic roleplays).

Like, out of nowhere, the fortune tellers would say shit like "(kisses your pussy and fucks you)".

Well, anyway, Alex would always want me to sext them and would get mad and not talk to me if I didn't. Whenever I'd talk to them, they'd change the subject to something sexual and get impatient with me.

They would always talk to me about meeting up with me and wanted to know so much about me but whenever I asked them, they wouldn't tell me and would dodge the question, like they asked what state I lived in. I told them, but when I said "What about you?" they said "Don't worry about it."

I asked them if we could call and they always wanted videos and voice clips of me, but would refuse when I asked them and would say "Oh, let's just meet up, I don't want to call".

It's going on so much in our world, even if I try to ignore it. I try to think conservatives aren't all bad, but every one I've seen is awful. Now I think they're all bad, sadly. Take this one user for example online, saying immigrants are evil but then following it up with "I don't HATE immigrants". Uh, yeah, sure you don't. Defending Trump, rape, and pedophilia too thinking it's a good thing too. How evil do you have to be?

And another thing, people either denying or making fun of people like Anne Frank for showing attraction to not only boys but other girls.

That's all I have to say...

And yeah, I get the whole "you made a mistake thinking Conservatives were good" thing, I know. I learned and I don't think they're so good anymore.

I’ve seen a lot of, girls and women specifically online, claim they’re “soft-hearted” or “cute and kind” but be extremely racist, anti-even documented immigration, say that other cultures don’t deserve a home, and call trans people “not people”. And more.

Unless he breaks up with me, as long as that doesn’t happen, I will stay by his side and I no longer care that he seems to prefer someone else over me. I guess that’s how our poly relationship will work and I should suck it up. I love him anyway and he’ll be spending time with just me at therapy group.

Either way he's for sure not into me. My boyfriend Avery and I are polyamorous, I'm also dating this girl Amy and he's dating this guy Alex.

Some people not on here have suggested that Avery might be gay and I'm a "beard" for him as he spends way more time with Alex than me. Even if it's not true, he definitely isn't into me.

He also said "IDK honestly" when I asked if we could hang out again like old times and have him spend equal time with us instead of him being on the phone with Alex and talking about him every time we talk. It's all he talks about when he's not leaving my messages on read but I know he'd think I was selfish if I told him to knock it off.

So I’m only 15. While I hope my boyfriend is the one for me, I also doubt it. I have had a girlfriend “Amy” since I was 12 but I am polyamorous and so is my boyfriend “Avery”. He is also dating some dude who I’ll call “Alex” since his name starts with the same letter as Avery’s and my girlfriend’s.

He said he’d love to call sometime and I’m sure he loves us equally, but he calls Alex for hours a day, for like 5-12 hours, and barely acknowledges my texts, he just reads them. In fact, he asked me to hang out with him but that was because he was bored that Alex wouldn’t be coming over.

Idk what to do. I feel wrongfully a bit sad and like I’m the bad guy.

They sleep on calls all the time too at night and I’m trying not to care but I’m sad because he spends more time with Alex than me. I wanna sleep over at his house sometime and do all the stuff they do but he can’t because he’s always busy with Alex. Maybe I’d be liked more if I was a boy…

I'm sadly moving on from lemming.world, which is shutting down. I saw a post about someone on Quora being hateful to the "damn liberals" while claiming to be a victim and getting upset over hate comments for being a bigot. What the hell...