Is it an albini or a species?
I've seen bright IR emittors, that can oversaturate some cameras
It's tough. You are not alone.
I'm self employed.
Found out I'm depressed, decided to reduce work to 3 days a week.
Raised prices to reduce clients. Turns out I now make more, doing less work. It is what it is.
Shrooms are definitely dangerous, especially for people who are prone to schizophrenia I've read.
Personally, they made me realize my mind is capable of being content. No longer full blast, spinning plates all of the time.
That experience made me realise change is possible, and I got professional help a year later. Turns out I've been living in C-PTSD since I was 5.
This might be a weird one, but it is helping me a lot.
My deepest spirals into depression and alcohol abuse happen in the evening and at night.
I switched to waking up early (5am), focused on experiencing and enjoying sunrise as a kind of meditation, then going about my day. I'm off to bed by 8pm.
There's still days where I can't catch sleep for hours, mind racing. But hours past 8pm is still only 2am.
I've met people who don't know what a URL is.
The kind of people that google "facebook" when they want to visit facebook.
Completely flabbergasted that we run internal services not indexable by google.
I didn't do no nothing wrong now, didn't I?
Had the same issue with outlook last weeks. 60% CPU usage, doing nothing.
For self hosting?
It took me 30 years to learn that change is possible