The last sentence is just perfect

It all comes down to

1. User Interface (linux is just not as easy to use as e.g. MacOS)
2. Applications/Software (yes there is a flatpack (and others) store but it‘s not nearly as usable as Mac App store/windows store
3. Installation (Most laptops/desktops don‘t have linux as base Model Option)
4. Security and setup - in Mac or Windows the UI is a base component you mostly cannot destroy using one line of Terminal code
5. the most user „friendly“ Part of Windows/mac you don‘t have to use terminal, but for linux you Most likely have to

i love mac, but windows in comparison to linux is still more „user friendly“ sadly

Maybe you have to ask yourself if it really matters that much to you, to host a party and do stuff your relevant others do. Sometimes when you actually feel better with having the life you have maybe thats a good thing. Often times the feeling of not being the person you think you should be makes you feel worse than just being true to yourself. Do what makes you happy, even if that doesn‘t satisfy the wishes of your 21 y/o self :)

Best thing I could find is https://chromewebstore.google.com/detail/wa-number-checker/egadjdfbcmohcmelgjhfkfkllljacbnp?hl=de

have not tested yet