You're cosplaying as someone who didn't vote for someone actively committing genocide. You are literally a fucking nazi. It drives me fucking insane that you want to pretend you're not. You deserve consequences for what you did. You deserve what the nazis did. There's literally nothing they did that you didn't.

if I had to hide from reality like you do

You supported a genocide and now you're trying to project it outward. You're the only one who deserves your toxicity. There's no one you should be trying to hurt except yourself.