Talking to myself helps me remember stuff and figure out stuff faster.
It's your game, role-play how you want. Wage slaving tends to beat the ability to plat out of some of us. Have fun your way.
I certainly wouldnt want to play pretend being a streamer. It looks like the world's most exhausting job ever. Having to constantly have a web presence everywhere, talking to Randoms 24/7, being unable to switch what game you're playing because your fan base is the most niche interest group possible.
Hell no, not for me. My basement, my games.
Chef that works night shift. Probably has to work at 4pm. Spouse is gone doing some bullshit corporate customer service day job.
Most chefs I know always have nothing left at the end of the day and don't clean their house. Poor bastards. The cocaine they get is top notch though...